Life does not seem to be getting any easier. Things keep happening. I am forced to stay busy. If I do not stay busy, my mind wanders to less than pleasant thoughts. My future is somewhat uncertain, now. I can only foresee a few things in the next few months. Some of them are not good. I brought part of that on myself, though, and I accept responsibility for that. And yet, those same things open up a huge opportunity. I still have not decided what I am going to do with it. I have thought about it, and I have some ideas, but whether those will take place remains to be seen.
One day at a time. That is how I have been doing things. It helps.