30 Days of Truth: Day 1

This popped up rather randomly as I was scrolling through blogs.  I decided to give it a try.  Some of the topics are already turning my stomach, but I will cross those as they come.  Anyway, here goes.

Day 01:  Something you hate about yourself.

To be honest, I could probably write a list about things I do not like about myself.  The one that tops this list is my lack of self-confidence at times.  Others might be surprised by this, because I put on a good show when I need to.  But behind that mask, there is a lot of doubt.  There is me trying not to second guess every move I make.  And there is me absolutely beaming any time someone takes the time to compliment the smallest thing, because it shows me that I am doing it right.  But when someone gives me a weird look, I have to tell myself not to take it personally, because I have no idea what the look is for.  I have gotten a lot better with my self-confidence, but I still have a ways to go before it stops being an issue altogether.

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About emeree

I am an Air Force veteran. I served as a Security Forces troop for nearly seven years and reached the rank of Staff Sergeant before separating in 2008. My tours of duty were in England and Oklahoma. I live in the Seattle area, which is where I grew up. I used my GI Bill and earned a degree from the University of Washington. I currently work in downtown Seattle and experience all the adventure that comes with that.
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